Fact: I have watched some crazy shit. I flew away from it when things turned weird... But my imagination! My imagination and parent's gruesome commentary made my mind imagine about more grotesque shit.
I want to sleep. But I'm afraid at what I might see after I awoken.
Help.
"I'm not using anime as a reason to escape reality. I use it to realize more about the reality."
Fact: I've noticed that in a lot of things, religious characters are presented as being "crazy" and it just really annoys me (like HBO's presentation of Selyse Florent - that really got to me). It makes me want to write something where religious characters are fully fleshed out and the reader empathizes with them as opposed to writing them off as a nutjob. aRGH.
I wish I am motivated like you are. I put my fics in fanfiction.net in hiatus, and lots of to-be made creation. So many on hold... not much motivation and time.
"I'm not using anime as a reason to escape reality. I use it to realize more about the reality."
Fact: I'm going to the Kpop Festival with the beloved on the 12th of next month!! Soo excited! Get to see some big ass names in the industry! PSYCHED!!!
Fact: I'm feeling incredibly insecure about my writing right now. I know it's like a really dumb thing to be concerned about, but everyone around me seems so much better and I can't even feel myself improving? It's unbelievably frustrating, and I just want like a personal critique to read over my stuff and tell me what I'm doing wrong so I can i m p r o v e.
To maleficient (maritos, right?), I'd say this one right now, you are an awesome writer. If possible, I'd want to cut your hands and attach it to mine - of course after taking it off - so that I could write better. While that was a scary thought, do know that even if you aren't the best, you aren't a normal writer either. You mostly show and not much tell and that in itself, is awesome.
I'm bad at praising people, sorry, but do know that there is a person in one side of the internet that adores you and your style of writing~
And now, I shall continue lurking in the insane side of internet.
"I'm not using anime as a reason to escape reality. I use it to realize more about the reality."
Fact: The Enders Game novel had a far happier ending than the book, though I did cry more often during the book, and I won't be reading the next three. I can't deal with happy endings unless it's Harry Potter.......
Wow, you really have a lid on this thing. What's your secret? Mellow jazz, bongo drums, huge bag of weed? - Tony Stark, The Avengers